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Garey pulls no punches in her absorbing debut novel, a harrowing story of one man's descent into madness and his painful struggle to recover. Greyson Todd's sketchy memories tumble out in bits and pieces between electric shock treatments that leave him shaken and far from cured of his manic depression. His success as a Hollywood studio executive has taken its toll. The tools of his trade-lying, manipulation, negotiation-were skills that came naturally; he used them to survive growing up with a father consumed by his own precarious mental state. Greyson snaps under this constant pressure to pretend, leaves his family, and travels around the world, visiting sex clubs in Thailand and disease-ridden villages in Africa. Sometimes with acerbic tongue-in-cheek humor, sometimes with graphic language that expresses Greyson's bitterness and rage, the narrative unfolds along with his unhappy childhood memories. When the daughter he abandoned long ago visits him at the hospital, he doesn't remember her, but they forge a tentative truce. Greyson's goal now is to attain stability; actual happiness will be elusive. VERDICT Garey evokes in stark detail the torment and raw suffering of mental illness. A compelling read. [See Prepub Alert, 6/11/12.]-Donna Bettencourt, Mesa Cty. P.L., Grand Junction, CO (c) Copyright 2012. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.

Publishers Weekly
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Hollywood studio executive Greyson Todd abandons his family and struggles to overcome his bipolar disorder in Garey's novel, which spans three timelines: Todd's past, his present, and his father's past. As Todd makes the journey through a series of electroshock-therapy sessions, he traces the impact of his own unraveling. Narrator Dan Butler ably portrays Todd, brilliantly expressing the thoughts and emotions of this complex character. Butler captures Todd's troubled mental state with simple vocal fluctuations. With excellent pacing and inflection, the narrator also skillfully builds tension throughout the audiobook. But while his rendition of Todd is compelling, his performance of many of the other characters lacks vocal distinction and depth. A Soho Press hardcover. (Dec.) (c) Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.

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Screenwriter Garey's no-nonsense debut about a man who struggles with bipolar disorder is gripping and straightforward. Greyson Todd is a financially successful and respected Hollywood studio executive who suffers from the same debilitating mental illness that once tortured his father. Recalling his mother's agony and the hatred he felt as he dealt with his father and his early life, Todd is terrified, with good reason, that he will suffer the same fate. One evening, he simply abandons his wife and 8-year-old daughter and begins a frenzied excursion that takes him to exotic locales around the world, where he indulges in erotic acts and self-gratifying excesses that frequently end in violence. He gets duped by Bedouins, roams sex bazaars in Thailand, impersonates a professor and marries the widow of an AIDs victim in Africa. Following one destructive episode, Todd acknowledges that he is his own personal tsunami, an apt description for the devastation he causes himself and others in his wake. And much like the irregular and illogical behavior that characterizes his illness, Todd's story is told in snippets and pieces that seem to represent his chaotic life: childhood memories of a father who could never hold a job for long and went on wild spending sprees, yet who tenderly encouraged his son; experiences during his travels; his time in a psychiatric ward undergoing electroshock therapy and the resultant memory lapses. Todd himself exhibits a cacophony of different reactions to his situations. At times he's repulsive, sympathetic, comical, tragic, witty, self-absorbed, kind and regretful. But thanks to Garey's accomplished narrative, no matter the emotions Todd's actions elicits from readers, his character is always interesting and real. Garey breathes life into an uncomfortable and often misunderstood subject and creates a riveting experience.]] Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

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In her debut, screenwriter Garey delivers a commanding portrait of a Hollywood studio executive who so tires of covering up his bipolar disorder that he abandons his lucrative career and his family, traveling the world for decades. Told in snippets and in nonlinear format, the story of Greyson Todd's spectacular flameout encompasses touring as a relic pilgrim in Rome, becoming the victim of a scam perpetrated by Bedouins, engaging in sexual escapades in Thailand, and entering into marriage with the widow of an AIDS victim in Africa. Through it all, Greyson is haunted by memories of his father, who also suffered from bipolar disorder and who went on extravagant spending sprees that decimated his family's finances. When Greyson finally ends up in a psychiatric ward in New York City, undergoing 12 sessions of electroshock treatments, he begins to lose some of his most cherished memories, especially those of the wife and daughter he abandoned, and yet the novel ends on a hopeful note as Greyson strives to achieve stability in his life. A vividly written chronicle of one man's attempt to conquer his mental illness.--Wilkinson, Joanne Copyright 2010 Booklist

Publishers Weekly
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In Garey's debut novel, Greyson Todd is a high-flying movie executive who, in 1984, leaves his studio job and his wife and eight-year-old daughter, and embarks on a worldwide tour. Ten years later, he is in a New York hospital being treated for bipolar disorder-which he has struggled with for decades-and given electroshock treatment. In between, we get the story of Greyson's conflicted marriage to Ellen, and his childhood with a failure for a father. As he travels around the world, Greyson hops from Rome to the Negev, Bangkok, Santiago, and Uganda, but his adventures seldom rise above the level of travelogue. Only when he finally lands in New York, where he settles down in Chelsea, and the author details the steps leading up to Greyson's nervous breakdown, does the story become sufficiently dramatic. Otherwise, the achronological structure works against the narrative by not allowing the reader to chart the progress of Greyson's mental illness. The author's take on what it was like to be raised on the show business periphery of Beverly Hills in the late 1950s feels authentic. In the end, though, this earnest novel about depression breaks no new ground in its depiction of the subject. Agent: Paul Bresnick, the Paul Bresnick Agency. (Dec.) (c) Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.